Das Leben eines Teilzeit-Berliner

I tend to see myself as some kind of lazy person (my sleeping habits, my very basic cooking, my deficient sense of order in my apartment...) but I do realise, from time to time, that I'm not. Depends for what, of course.

But take this very moment for example. I've been on the road over the past 2 weeks, and now nothing. Well, I'm in a sort of panic "What am I gonna do?????". But WTF, I'm in Berlin Thursday so it's not like I won't do anything of my week.

And my dinner sucks, well it's now cold.

Plus I need to change my mind as my stress level increases since tomorrow is Wednesday. The last time, I invited to the second interview on the Friday so this was 5 days after. Tomorrow, it's been five days. So, yeah, I really can't wait to see if there's anything in my email box. Maybe I'd be more calm if people stopped asking me "Did you get news? Did you get news???".... Even at school, everyone is impatient to be drinking the bottle of sparkling wine reserved for big occasions.

I do believe we will, but give a break to my nerves!

Ok, let's eat a bit more and then go to the gym.

Tomorrow is, FINALLY, the first day of French tours for this season. Coincidentially, I received a booking for September 11th - excellent. Now, if someone can please tell my grand-mother how it works - I've given up.

I spoke to my mother yesterday and she decided to call herself the bank (she has a procuration on my Canadian banking because I am absent) and step into the process of claiming my money back. Like I said too, she thinks the bank is hand-in-hand with the scammer by refusing to admit I've been frauded AND she says I'm just being treated unfairly by a sexually-frustrated woman who is mad that I was at a stripclub.

I dunno if that will help but I can't stop her. Besides, damn, my father and her have been with the fucken damn Caisse Desjardins since they were kids - every cent since my birth transited to them. That's more than fidelity, it's arse-licking: mortages, car loans, personal loans, student loans, credit cards, savings accounts, insurance - name it, we got it there!

Ok, let's go sweat the rage at the gym.

Btw, Deutsche Bahn strike starts tomorrow - let's hope S-Bahn won't be disturbed!